Photo Project

Hey all, my prayers and wishes came true, I'm in 'A' Div!:DDD  Thank you all those who prayed for me(:

anw, life's been rather tough these few days for me. The endless early[yes, very ea

rly] mornings of thinking and crying is so draining. On top of that, I still have to sit through hours of studying and research, resulting in only an average of 3 hours of sleep each day.

come to think of it, I slept only for 45 minutes 2 days ago[30/3/09]. and guess wad? fever in school! bravo iris, bravo. & econs is a muthafking bitchwhore with 1 inflated boob. SERIOUSLY, tons and tons of essays. C'mon, why are we killing trees for the sake

 of killing the market so that economic crisis occurs? Shouldn't we be waving our arms for the odor to come around and whip us dead? WHY?!?!?!?!

reality check: i dont get econs, nor do I get math, nor do i get physics. i

 only get eng lit...the sex and gore part only, that is.

oh wells. well done iris, you just screwed ur life up by going to a jc.(:

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On another note, this shall be a new feature in my blog, post it(:

Syanni.(armpit)-go pee la,

Stephanie, kuku-she feels irritated!yay!

best of all, me.

I feel like a fool,

&its all because of you. 

 I never knew that I could love 

someone so much. 

That I would keep my mouth shut 

just to see you smile.

That I'll never ever want to

hurt you.

Even if it means hurting myself.

That all that's for you is worth.

I love you.

But today, 31/03/09,

you played an early April Fool's joke on me.

baby, you stabbed me hard.

you mutilated my heart.

You forced my tears out,

I can't believe I let down my guard.

But it is all okay,

cuz I love you so much.

I'll just hope and pray,

that maybe someday,

you'll feel the same way.

secretsomeone, you mean so much to me.

copyright, iris. I can write poems! I just did that on the spot, impromptu, even without the intention of writing a poem. the words just fell in like that. maybe its cuz of the overwhelming feelings...

im still so hurt by the truth.

signing off, 

molerat[as requested by my dear syanni]

Procrastinate

Procrastinate.

Procrastinating.

Im supposed to rush in 1 essay and 3 tutorials tgt with an entire stack of chinese worksheets tomorrow...but guess wad...im procrastinating like nobody's business. I'd do everything else EXCEPT for homework.

***k homework.,

& i don't understand price determinant-or how to apply it,.

kk, i'll do a random post on the things i like, k?

balloons, LOADS of em.


street graffiti.

tiff & co.


shophouses


shoes


shopping/paper bags


bags


heart-shapes.


stars


lomography.


gummy

the number 3


fashion


rainbows


studs


piercings


non-dramatic tattoos


belts


shades


shorts


hats and fedoras


gazillion of accessories



dramatic amount of chunky bangles/bracelets.

& MANY MANY MORE.kk, blog again(:


PS: I LOVE LOVE LOVE
BALLOONS ALOT.

Hockey Camp:D

2 photos to brighten up my mundane, dull & vulgar blog.(:

Yesterday, Gina asked Lovelle a question with 4 vulgarites in a single sentence.

Gina: "Eh che*bye, kannin* why the f*ck that woman so x*alan?"

I just looked at her, eyes wide open, lips slightly apart and said "Gina,,,why you so..."

Then I thought to myself for 3 seconds,,,
.[1 sec]
.[2 sec]
.[3 sec]

and realised that I am as vulgar as her. BUT I DONT WANNA BE! IT SOUNDS SO BAD COMING OUT FROM ME!

*Iris has a very innocent face*

:( I will TRY very hard not to spout vulgarities already):

kk, since im blogging with my iTouch, don't ask me why i nv edit the photos or why my post so short hor. Lao niang cannot type so much with the stupid keypad. k, bye,.

whenever I see you,
I blush like nobody's business.
Though you may not be what I wish you were,
I'm still head over heels for you..

Then The World Came Crashing Down On Me

Then The World Came Crashing Down On Me

seriously, there's no more reason.
Life's a motherfucking bitchwhore.

BIG HEADPHONES

Yay, I forgot about something to tell my readers.....

MY DADDY BOUGHT ME NEW HEADPHONES FROM IT FAIR! its audio technica's top model!
K, will upload a photo of me using this soon! its so cool! okok, its a damn good ear suit, with two mirrors at the sides, and its damn comfy. double up as a vain-kit for a vain girl like me!:D

LOVE YA DADDY!

MAD

Bla. Im so bored now. I bet someone's been sneezing the whole day now. Pfft...

its 11:55 pm. this is one of the worse saturdays Ive had ever-EVER.
So anw, Ive suddenly thought of the song "Only One" by yellowcard-haven heard from them in ahwile...

hmn, this song should apply to some secretsomeone now.

I MISS XXXX SO BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Diarrhoea

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its my 3rd(or is it 4th?) time having diarrhoea today! & my ass hole hurts like fuck. I knw I am damn damn damn crude now. BUT seriously? Try having 3-4 times diarrhoea a day!

OUCH.

okay, idk why-recently, alot of people have been describing me as girly.

AM I?

I miss you badly,secretsomeone):

Pathetic

k, im now damn bored cuz i just woke up. yea, at friggin 2pm. but hey, i took medicine, tts why..

anw, i had diarrhoea for the past 2 days and ive completely lost my apetite. I know!

yesterday, i only had a milkshake[super diluted], a slice of pineapple and a few pieces of watermelon for the entire day. To top it off, there was hockey training at 5 - 7+.

Then when I got home, all I had was a mealy bowl of carrots, potato and beef cubes. I din even finish my rice and that measly bowl of gravy. brain.cant.function!

As for today, all I already had was a bite-size man tou. im so pathetic.
kk, will not rant on. I WANNA GO KAI KAI! but nobody's going out with me):

kkz, I'll sign off here, BYE!

I miss you secretsomeone.

No One

There's no devil, theres no god.

youve gta count on urself, not just prayers and devotions and other whatnots.

count.on.urself.

cuz theres no god.
and losers, theres no devil. fuck the cults. u guys are stupid/

theres no god. learnt it hard on 7 mar 09.

Day

I'm yet again in the library. Doing some unproductive studying.  Anws, its raining heavily outside and I'm craving for smoked salmon. YUM.

IN just 2 days, ive watched 2 movies: Marley & Me and He's Just Not That Into You.

Love em.

Gonna upload photos[i know ive said it again and again.] soon, once my baby photoshop's been found and installed.

feel.like.dying.

kkz, later ppls!

We are the masters of the words unsaid,

but slaves to the ones we spill out.

so, watch your tongue.