Seriously, Im damn sick of your antics

OK, i just put down the phone with my ***. im so sick already! okay, i cant really say who this *** is cuz this person reads my blog. okay, i just wanna rant.

"hello ***, im old enough to know what I like and what I dont like, wad I need and what I dont. i know tt you are superior[its like tt all over the world] and all, but if you want to give, you have to give it gracefully, selflessly, not with a tinge of advantage to yourself.i like what I like and if youre unwilling to give it selflessly, i would gladly decline your offer cuz i know that i wont enjoy having your gift and i would complain and that will affect our whole family.you dont have to control my life now[bad move]and not all the decisions you make are actually for the FULL benefit of me. admit it, its a lil tinge to ur advantage as well.i dont think tt you actually make the right choices for me all the time.

im not being ungrateful and biting the hands of yours that partially fed me. but its just tt you have to know. and sometimes, i get SICK OF YOUR ANTICS. its really tiring to live with obeying and pretending to agree that you are right all the time[when you actually are not]and I cant talk back solely because I have to respect you and you are superior than me.

please do understand my reasons for declining. and though I know that you will get damn angry and wont change at all, I DREAM that you will."

*lodestone off my mind*



DISCLAIMER: IF YOURE WONDERING IF ITS MOM CUZ I ALWAYS COMPLAIN ABOUT HER, ITS NOT. I LOVE MY MOM TO LIFE AND I ALWAYS WILL.
*MUACKS TO MOMMY*

today hasnt been the bestest day, but i really appreciate those who prayed and brought joy for me:D
♥♥SHANNONrockstar, Nessa, Joan

PICTURES SOON!

Yay, Im gonna upload pictures of ME soon!(: HAH.

Anw, just a lil something that I got addicted to recently cuz of the Js.

PERFECT WORLD.
I never could've seen this far
I never could've seen this coming
It seems like my world's falling apart, yeah
Why is everything so hard?
I don't think I can deal with the things you said
It just won't go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cause I can't let go
I just can't find my way, yeah
Without you I just can't find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I don't know what I should do now
I don't know where I should go
I'm still here waiting for you
I'm lost when you're not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can't let you go
yeah, yeah

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
You feel nothing, nothing at all
Nothing at all

Its all about the results, baby

OMGOSH.

got back my results. okay, its not usual for a normal person to flaunt their awful results. but i'll do it anw.

English: 29/50
Physics: 44/80
E-maths: 56/80
SS: 13 or 14/20 or 25[cant rmb so much la]

YEAA,
thats all the results ive gotten back so far.:D

OH! today was an awesomely FUN day with my gayass partner, TAN LI SZE:DD

MY FAV.

Let me introduce my LOVERS(:

CRAZILY-IN-LOVE with:

DAVEDAYS!OMFGOSH! ever since the night I laid my eyes on him...that was it..THAT.WAS.IT. Trust me, he has an obscenely awesome voice(: and I think that he is cute-hot:DD

Im kinda angry that he made a video with lisanova.

Seriously, Lisanova?

But anw, my heart flutters when I see him on youtube vids. He makes me go crazy. And I wont mind if he wears that green polo tee forever lor. The day that he stops making videos will be the day that I mourn for 7 days.

gosh, I think i'm in LOVE.*ahhh...*

OHMYGOSHILOVEDAVEDAYSTOTHEEFFINGCORE.
Love-o-meter:♥♥♥♥♥

NEXT UP...
Truly, Madly, Deeply in love with...

CHRIS BROWN!

OMGOSH! seriously,...SERIOUSLY! Even looking at his pictures makes me go high. HAWTNESS OVER RATED! Im super in love with him kay. He might be my top choice[davedays]if only I had listened to more of his songs. I wanna marry chris brown so bad!:(

I HATE RIHANNA.(kidding)

He is so damn cute lah!! I can't stand it. STOP SMILING, CHRIS! STOP IT!! I really mean it. Im gonna listen to his songs everyday until I think that he is not cute no more[that is when he is old, saggy with gold plated teeth].

I think that he is SUPERBLY, CRAZILY sexy;)

*plants a kiss on the comp screen*
Love-o-meter:♥♥♥♥♥

MAKE-ME-WANNA-DANCE in love with...

NE-YO!

I'll bash whoever who thinks that he is incapable, untalented, unhot.
and im SERIOUS.

Ever since "All Because Of You", I surrendered and melted in his music. What the heck lah. This guy here,

He melts me.

So freaking cute can! And I really dont wanna compare him with chris brown cuz tt'll break my heart real bad.:( I think that he is the charming kinda hot.

Love-o-meter:♥♥♥♥

oh-my-shiats in love with...

USHER!

I don't know what to say, but he is my idol since forever. I can't stand it that such hotness exists. His songs, his dancing, the way he talks, just makes me go gaga over him. Im head over heels for him. And I like it that he is old. HAHA. Not that I like ah peks. But I think that that's HOT. Oh shit, Im beginning to sound like some fatal-ly attracted pervertic murderer.

Who cares?
He's HOT.
Love-o-meter:♥♥♥♥

I'm happy at church today..
I'm happy that I had gacad/antonia/sam's love.
as well as Hilary/Tham's stupidity for entertainment..
It really kept me going.
I ♥ you people(:

Currently, my life kinda sucks.

ARGH!

okay, i dont know where to start.

1. exams
2. tuitions
3. parental control[like wtfreak?]

For (1), i hate exams k?
I dunno since when. From wad I can remember, I used to LOVE exams, adore them and couldnt wait for them to start. PLEASE LA, I couldnt wait for PSLE to start luh.

(2), tuition is stealing my social life.

(3), i cant even choose wad color i like!!!
Okay, see, my dad to getting me a laptop. And I was thinking of dell lappies. Theres this cute colored version one and I wanted pink cuz its so pretty and cute.

My dad thinks tt I shld get like black or blue. its so freaking old and un-iris la. I dont even have the freedom lor.its like...i must do his bidding, like wad he likes, and agree that wadever he does is for the 'best' for me. Im kinda sick of tt alr.

so wad if nxt time cannot sell away? i bet there are alot of ppl out there who likes pink lor.

im damn stressed out now.
& tired,
& frustrated.

just shoot me.