Seriously, Im damn sick of your antics

OK, i just put down the phone with my ***. im so sick already! okay, i cant really say who this *** is cuz this person reads my blog. okay, i just wanna rant.

"hello ***, im old enough to know what I like and what I dont like, wad I need and what I dont. i know tt you are superior[its like tt all over the world] and all, but if you want to give, you have to give it gracefully, selflessly, not with a tinge of advantage to yourself.i like what I like and if youre unwilling to give it selflessly, i would gladly decline your offer cuz i know that i wont enjoy having your gift and i would complain and that will affect our whole family.you dont have to control my life now[bad move]and not all the decisions you make are actually for the FULL benefit of me. admit it, its a lil tinge to ur advantage as well.i dont think tt you actually make the right choices for me all the time.

im not being ungrateful and biting the hands of yours that partially fed me. but its just tt you have to know. and sometimes, i get SICK OF YOUR ANTICS. its really tiring to live with obeying and pretending to agree that you are right all the time[when you actually are not]and I cant talk back solely because I have to respect you and you are superior than me.

please do understand my reasons for declining. and though I know that you will get damn angry and wont change at all, I DREAM that you will."

*lodestone off my mind*



DISCLAIMER: IF YOURE WONDERING IF ITS MOM CUZ I ALWAYS COMPLAIN ABOUT HER, ITS NOT. I LOVE MY MOM TO LIFE AND I ALWAYS WILL.
*MUACKS TO MOMMY*

today hasnt been the bestest day, but i really appreciate those who prayed and brought joy for me:D
♥♥SHANNONrockstar, Nessa, Joan