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Hey all, my prayers and wishes came true, I'm in 'A' Div!:DDD  Thank you all those who prayed for me(:

anw, life's been rather tough these few days for me. The endless early[yes, very ea

rly] mornings of thinking and crying is so draining. On top of that, I still have to sit through hours of studying and research, resulting in only an average of 3 hours of sleep each day.

come to think of it, I slept only for 45 minutes 2 days ago[30/3/09]. and guess wad? fever in school! bravo iris, bravo. & econs is a muthafking bitchwhore with 1 inflated boob. SERIOUSLY, tons and tons of essays. C'mon, why are we killing trees for the sake

 of killing the market so that economic crisis occurs? Shouldn't we be waving our arms for the odor to come around and whip us dead? WHY?!?!?!?!

reality check: i dont get econs, nor do I get math, nor do i get physics. i

 only get eng lit...the sex and gore part only, that is.

oh wells. well done iris, you just screwed ur life up by going to a jc.(:

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On another note, this shall be a new feature in my blog, post it(:

Syanni.(armpit)-go pee la,

Stephanie, kuku-she feels irritated!yay!

best of all, me.

I feel like a fool,

&its all because of you. 

 I never knew that I could love 

someone so much. 

That I would keep my mouth shut 

just to see you smile.

That I'll never ever want to

hurt you.

Even if it means hurting myself.

That all that's for you is worth.

I love you.

But today, 31/03/09,

you played an early April Fool's joke on me.

baby, you stabbed me hard.

you mutilated my heart.

You forced my tears out,

I can't believe I let down my guard.

But it is all okay,

cuz I love you so much.

I'll just hope and pray,

that maybe someday,

you'll feel the same way.

secretsomeone, you mean so much to me.

copyright, iris. I can write poems! I just did that on the spot, impromptu, even without the intention of writing a poem. the words just fell in like that. maybe its cuz of the overwhelming feelings...

im still so hurt by the truth.

signing off, 

molerat[as requested by my dear syanni]