The Weather

The weather's playing a cruel joke on me. Its been a sequence of hot cold hot cold hot cold. & I'm falling sick, real soon.

Oh weather, such wicked sense of humour you have there.

anw, photos will be uploaded soon. sorry to keep you[lek, su, marvs] waiting!

STUDY STUDY STUDY.
& IRIS HATES COPYCATS.

Long Overdue

supposed to upload the long overdue pics. but theres something wrong with my phone.

"I hate you phone. I hate you cable. I hate you computer. you all suck. i'll bring you all to the garang guni."

k, im so darn tired from training. I just came home from the musical[which was awesome btw]. will elaborate more again.

iris (L)s green vitagen(:

IRIS IS VERY DEPRESSED & WILL CONTINUE BEING DEPRESSED THE NEXT FEW DAYS
(or weeks, or months, or years, decades, century..yea, you get me).

But please make me smile. so that all is forgotten.:D
will smile on my part too.

I want you to be my secret valentine.
you are my private ecstacy.
just.not.good.enough.
not.for.you.

p/s: there's whale poo, and then-theres you.(from shark's tale. some random quote that popped inmy mind at this random time)

Fatigue.

Today's a damn tiring day. Went to the gym with tha gang & then had PE after that. Did alot of body draining exercises, games & work outs including 4 rounds around the field, 1.6km with intervals and a time limit of 2:30 minutes per round. But yay, managed to clock in before 2:20 for all the rounds. wth, i havent moved my butt in ages la.

kkz, then had tutorials & lessons till 3:40.
& im very depressed today.

Steph, don't you ever ignore us okay...you should know that
we were so very worried about you this morning,
everyone of tha gang.
& things din feel right without you around.
I don't want you to lose yourself, you hear me?
So please don't hate youself.
It was so hard for me to find friends like you in JC,
that I could actually trust, alrite?
dont.give.up.

Jesus, I hope & pray.
Heal her from her physical pain.
& relieve her of her sorrows.
Lord, I'm begging you.
Let her suffer no more.
She has to be that happy girl I knew,
once again.
& in your most merciful name
I pray,
Amen.

Random

So, I got into trouble with yet, another -------. Not unusual now, I guess. They probably would gossip about me in the -----room, make fun of me, criticize/scrutinize my every single movement & outlook. Oh-so-childish. I don't really like them anyway, so do what you want, bastards. That aside,

So, anyway, my school life's been filled out with these kukus[looks like the plan of being an outcast/underdog did NOT work out]:

Marvin!

Wan Ni Ni Ni Ni Ni Ni...!

SUSU!

Stephanie!

Lek!

& of course, gabes[gabriel], whom I did not have the chance to take a photo of...aiya dey, my cam will spoil la. kiddingzxzxz!

so anw, Steph and wan ni knows afew of my secrets and I know a few of theirs. so...yeaa.hurhur.
On another random note, my civics tutor had to take a photo of me for the other tutors to recognise us. like wtf, sec sch teachers din have to do this and they can remember a few classes of 40 students, 4 levels.

dumb seriously?

So...after much persuasion and what I would like to make known as, being coerced[exaggerate la!], the photo came out, a mugshot was produced...

Mugshot.

K, let me explain, susu, steph and some of the others were making me laugh there and then. That explains the gummy smile. -.- I hate you girls!D:

kiddingzzxzxzxzx!

kkz, Im going with mommy to yet ANOTHER play! This time, its Menopause The Musical!

HAHA. Its been 2 years since we had gone for a play. It was previously, TiTouDao.

Pam Oei's an awesome actor in TiTouDao. Wild rice productions, i salute you! Heh.
Mommy's making it a point to watch a play once or twice a year(: yay!

Imma happy kid(:

Next up shall be "The Importance Of Being Earnest" by the witty Oscar Wilde with the girls! Heh. Its gonna be an all-male cast so you can imagine how queer its gonna get, or is it not? Can't wait to see Hossan Leong in action. Hopefully, I can save enough for this play. Hello? Economic crisis, must save $$.

kkz, can I be random, agaiN? k, yes, can. my blog, i have the final say, mahahaha.kkz, check this out, its something I found in the college's library:


I looked twice when I spotted these...okay, not twice, four times, since there are two books, yup(: ANW, Couldve used a better label, no?

NEXT UP!

RANDOM PHOTOS IN THE COLLEGE:


haha. & I bought myself a new belt from DP!(: genuine leather selling cheap cheap cheap!:DDD


HAHA. (L)(L)(L) it. I'm mad. cuz sometimes, I feel like this in college:


sigh.

I'm off to bed alr! BYEBYE:D

& to jethro, I'm so sorry that things had to turn out the way it did for you. & I feel guilty on my part for keeping it from you. though I know tt you won't blame me for anything, but do get over it soon, k? D:

oh penelope..

Sid Vicious

Okay, Im blogging here from the library, supposedly studying for my econs & practicing math questions. BUT, I was looking through the online TIME magazine when I found a photo essay on SeX Pistol's, Sid Vicious.

spells H-A-W-T,

he looks good, even in a mugshot.

HAWTNESS PLZ! haha, so anw, he died because of his mom. & I found a poem for his groupie girlfriend, Nancy Spungen[if i spelled her name correctly] when she died[it was found that Sid allegedly killed her but couldn't remember anything when he woke up from a drug stupor.till this day, no one knew how Nancy Spungen was killed.]

You were my little baby girl,

and I shared all your fears.

Such joy to hold you in my arms

& kiss away your tears.

But now you're gone, there's only pain

& nothing I can do.

And I don't want to live this life,

if I can't live for you.

To my beautiful baby girl,

our love will never die.

-Sid Vicious

The Sex Pistols.

photo credits to TIME magazine, online.

Lonliest Person On Earth

Im the lonliest person on earth, no doubt. Im really, really on the verge of snapping already. I wanna re-live secondary 4. When I sat at the back of the class with all my other people whom I can call friends or at least, that was what I thought. They didn't keep things from me. I wouldn't judge them because I know that they won't judge me, be it face-to-face or deep inside.

Le sigh...

I-WANNA-CRY.

My mom works till 7-8pm every night. And on fri,sat, sun, she'll work till 10-11 pm. fuck OTs.
& from end of school till 11, I'll have no one to hang out with, or really open up my heart to. cuz there isn't anyone to start with. So, I will hide in the room till late or till I fall asleep then come out after that when the house is dark. Then I'll have to wait for another 3-4hrs till my mom comes home.

my bro doesnt even care. neither does the rest of the world. I know Im sounding so emo now. but its really saddening to know that you have no one at all.

Am I that horrible a person?
I dont feel like a part of the school-at all. I dont understand lectures,& I hate the lecture system. Im suffocating. Intoxicating in the miserable fate of life, my life. & God loves watching me like that, don't you?

im so !@#$%^&* up.

i-have-no-friends., really. im serious. i should just cry and die while im high and dry. wtf. eng lit is kicking in. yay, im gna love eng lit. its just pure morbid sex and gore. so dark and sinister..i like. but i like rainbows too. i dont have an identity, geddit?

& i have no frens. really. i can call no one a fren anymore. & alot of ppl think that i dunno alot of things about they say/write/tag/laugh about. but ppls, i do know. cuz the people you are relating to arent really the bestest at keeping secrets.

frens dont treat me like a fren. its all a facade. im on the verge of breaking down to pieces. i hope that i cn get into the cca that i want and start really soon.

nee-something-to-keep-me-from-thinking.

byebye.

quick one

school's been pretty alrite. no cute guys! sighhhhhhhh. k, so far, ive embarked on lectures and 0 tutorials. i dont get a single thing the lecturer says, tyvm.

i.see.myself.retaining.

WTF. seriously?,...

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anw, today's cca fair day! ive set my heart(L) and mind on...
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CANOEING!:D tee hee(:

then okay, it rained,,,,heavily..like how it would in washington. no wonder they named it washington..like, you know? WASHINGton. or washingTON or WASHING-TON. yea, u get wad i mean, no? yes?

kzzzxzxz..that's NOT the point. back to my point. So, it rained, & ger and I seeked refuge in the jamming studio...wait, "studio" with no air con. walao. then we were kinda cranky alr. so we decided to leave the place. but before that, we pretended to be performing in front of a crowd while singing 'zombie'. we hopped around, held an invisible mic and headbanged...


in front of (probably) 12 people.

we then regained our senses & walked down the steps. looking at the HUGE[yea, massive, humongous, gigantic, etc...]puddle, we couldnt resist but jumped on the puddle on the count of 3.

since our skirts are "waterproof", the water went straight up our asses. WTF.

wrong move la dey. k, forgive us, we weren't exactly sober after a long and tiring day.

so i go home then. got alot of cute pj guys on the bus. (.)(.)! hahahahahahhahahaaa. k, im tired & crazy & not sober. and i need to go withdraw moolahs.


BYEBYE I LOVE YOU!

I HATE THEM

Talk about "nice, sincere and kind -------- surrounding the school".

Kiss my ass man.

Just today, after one of my lectures, I went down to the canteen for a break. so my sch uniform is banded at the bottom of the shirt so tt i need not tuck in. and whenever i sit, my skirt will somehow go up the band and make it shorter[jus a lil bit]. That was what happened luh. Then this freak-of-a-bitch, skinny, dark, very fugly-monkey-look-alike---------who-wants-to-act-cute-by-using-a-pink-hairband PE ------- stopped me & told me tt my skirt was too short. She fucking act big la, act like she has authority, hoping that I would be scared of her...yea, her looks scared me, NOT HER FUCKING AUTHORITY.

She & this other malay womAN commanded me to pull down my skirt & 'report[yea, wad the fuck]' back to them. SO i did then they not happy that I was being rude and rolling my eyes the entire time. Then they fucking had to take revenge by asking my to do up my hair & take out my barbel!...cheebyes. Well, fuck the "its our job" we all know that you wanted childish revenge.

Then after they were through with me, they threatened me with a fucking yellow note. WTF, soccer field ah? Cunt-face.

So, school just ended & I went to the bookshop to queue up for my collar pin. then that fucking monkey bitch had to walk past me & catch my skirt agn. I told her to the muthafucking face"wad? i just ended lecture rite?!" then she came forward and touched my skirt and the waistline. I wanted to shout at her man. I HATE STRANGERS WHO HAVE GIVEN ME A BAD IMPRESSION TO TOUCH ME. I FEEL SO FUCKING DIRTY AFTER THAT. SO DONT PUT YOUR FUCKING FILTHY HAND ON ME CUZ I DONT GIVE TWO FUCKS ABOUT YOU.

k, blame it on your uniform if you must.

I feel better now. To hell with you, bitches.suck it up, bitchas.

FUN!

K, today was FUN! update you with deeper deets another time(:

peace out my sexy readers(;

FIRST DAY AT SCHOOL

First Day of school

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SUCKED BIG TIME!

WHY? you ask, well, i'll brief you..briefly on what happened[curses under my breath].

1) I overslept cuz my phone fucked up. for some reason, it decided to be 'nice', giving me an extra dose of 1hr15mins of sleep...great.[i only woke up when geraldine called...at 7:20am]

2) School supposedly starts 7:30 am & if I did not turn up for attendance, my place in that school will be stripped, immediately. So, I took a cab down & guess what...it was 7:37 am and students were strolling in, laughing lightheartedly while I muttered profianities at MOE under my breath[oops! say wad?]

3) Orientation lasted for 8-fucking-painstaking-buttaching-hours, thank you very much. By the time I stood up, an impression of my ass wouldve been printed on the parquet floor.

4) & what did we do for orientation? cheered till my throat went "fuck you" , played ice breakers, catching[yea, you got me, catching.] & mass dancing[okay, it was quite alrite, but im no dancer. i cant dance for nuts.]

EPIC. THIS IS PURELY A SERIES OF EPIC-NESS.

that explains.

BUT, I have to admit tt there were happy segments of today. Such as, an oh-so-very-nice leader leading my group & ...that's about it..oh! &some pretty very nice J1 schoolmates.

On a lighter note, I got my spectacles today! :DDD LEVIS BABEH! Imma happy kid.!(:

GOD BLESS TOMORROW.

labels: first day of school, orientation, levis
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(01/02/09)
GOT MY STUFFS!...well, most.

My pencil case!...

school shoes!...

organisers!...

another pencil case!...

SUPER POUCH!
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which is so damn-freakingly-sexilliciously-buttsmackinly-heartpoundingly-tailwaggingly-muthaduckingly CUTE!

,NO?

heeeh. okay, tts all that i've got to rant about 1/02/09!